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Raye
12 May 2010 @ 11:39 am


I found a video of some of the destruction that happened, this is very close to my mom's house. I recognize a lot of these places. At the very end of the video you'll see a grocery store with "b" "y" in the wreckage, there's a gas station there too, my mom lives less than a mile from that. I've been in that store tons of times. And that isn't even half of the damage. That's just down hwy9, andi and mandi live over there on the other side, there sonic, loves, and another market was completely gone, there's a few churches, the little axe school down there has damage,power lines all over the place, plus a lot of people lost their homes, it's sad. :(

Here's another video that shows actual tornado's and some damage.



It's really creepy, I've been to these places, we've went to lake thunderbird, we went camping there, we fished in the lake. And everything is like all ruined. :(



That shows the loves gas station by mandi's house.
 
 
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Raye
27 April 2010 @ 10:40 am
I decided I'm going to try and quit smoking. I don't think many of you smoke... (cigarettes, not pot) so yeh. I've been on and off since I was sixteen, so it's going to be tough. I didn't really start smoking a lot till probably about 18 though. Anyway, I've been reading this book that helps you quit smoking.. it's called Easy Way or something, it's popular in Europe from what I hear, anyone confirm that? LOL but yes, so I'm going to try and quit. Since I've started actually reading the book, I've noticed I've cut down quite a lot, but yeah I want to quit completely. Instead of wasting money on cigarettes I'll be wasting it on bubble gum, but hey.. it's cheaper! lolx. I also noticed I don't enjoy it like I once did either. So that's a good thing. They have actually started tasting nasty to me again. So I think this time should be easy. I hope brandon will quit too, but I know he wont read the book. He said if I quit, he would, we'll see about that one.
 
 
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Raye
07 April 2010 @ 04:00 pm
I hate everything.
 
 
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Raye
08 March 2010 @ 03:22 pm
Seriously.. I really want to start packing stuff we don't use and sorting everything we don't need and selling off things that can be sold and trashing everything else..
But it's kind of hard to do when I have no boxes to pack stuff in, and our trash cans are packed full since Brandon didn't take down the trash like he said he would (I should know better) I really want to get stuff going that way we aren't stuck doing it all the last couple weeks we're staying here.
There's so much stuff! I don't know what to do x_x It's a bit overwhelming. I hate moving, seriously hate it... It wasn't so bad when we first lived with brandon.. then we just moved to a bigger apartment.. right across the hall LOL so that was easy, when we moved here we barely had much, so that was pretty easy as well, besides me being pregnant. I'd have to pack stuff and leave it where it was and have Brandon get it whenever he got home. I only had morgan then, now with 3 kids and tons more stuff, it's not going to be as easy. And we'll be lucky if anyone helps us out. Brandon always helps people move and stuff when they need it but when we are it's like. wow, one person showed, yay! ._.

Hopefully Brandon will bring home lots of boxes for me and I can start packing everything, that'd be great. Someone come help me pack! I get bored and distracted.. easily. ;x
Guess I just need to wait it out, so who posted the lyrics I wonder? Hannah were you secretly confessing your love for me? xD
 
 
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Raye
24 February 2010 @ 02:38 pm
If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
terrible thought (by poe)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Asking you (By Lennon murphy)

How do you feel today?
Hope your dreams come true (daisy chainsaw)

What is your life's purpose?
Medicine Jar (QA)

What is your motto?
I feel insane (daisy chainsaw)

What do your friends think of you?
Haunted (Poe)
What do you think of your parents?
Love me forever (dc)

What do you think about very often?
If you were here (Poe)

What is 2+2?
heavenly surrender (qa)

What do you think of your best friend?
amazed (poe)

What do you think of the person you like?
lie to me (ruby throat)

What is your life's story?
pull me under (qa)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
bilittled and beaten down (dc)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
trying to make me (lennon)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
walk the walk (poe)

What will they play at your funeral?
not a virgin (poe ha... that would be great)

What is your hobby/interest?
5:30 saturday morning (lennon)

What is your biggest fear?
hey pretty (poe)

What is your biggest secret?
pretty polly (qa)

What do you think of your friends?
razorblade sky (qa)

How would you describe yourself?
sleeping pill (qa)

What will you post this as?
john 3.16 (ruby throat)

[ YOUR TURN ]
I think that would've gone better if i had more than qa, lennon, dc and rubythroat on wmp. ;x
 
 
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Raye
19 February 2010 @ 02:31 pm
Timid and attractive, the Rabbits of the Chinese Zodiac tend to act more like bunnies, whether they like it or not! This Sign is extremely popular and has a wide circle of family and friends. Its compassionate nature leads it to be very protective of those it holds dear, but where romance is concerned, the Rabbit's sentimentality can lead it to idealize relationships. The sweet, sensitive Rabbit often ends up giving more of itself to a partner than is realistic or healthy. The good news is, when this Sign goes off-balance, the Rabbit's core group of friends and its stable home life help bring it back to center. The Rabbit is a rather delicate Sign that needs a solid base in order to thrive. Lacking close, supportive friends and family, the Rabbit might just break down in tears at the first sign of conflict. Emotional upsets in this Sign's life can even lead to physical illnesses. Rabbits dislike arguments and other conflict and will try anything to avoid a fight; this results in something of a pushover nature. Rabbits can also lapse into pessimism and may seem stuck in life -- often to mask their insecure natures. Rabbits tend to move through life's lessons at their own, rather contemplative pace; it's a waste of time to become exasperated with this Sign's seeming disinterest in facing its problems and conquering them. With the right partner -- meaning someone whose high principles won't allow it to take advantage of this sensitive, giving Sign -- the Rabbit can make an incredibly loving and protective partner or family member. Rabbits love to entertain at home and always make sure their house is comfortable and tastefully-furnished. What Rabbits need most is a stronger sense of self-worth and the security that comes with it. Their discerning natures, coupled with some hard-won assertiveness, will help these happy creatures go far.
 
 
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Raye
04 February 2010 @ 10:27 am
I was walking to the gas station last night for cigarettes, and it was about almost midnight or so, on my way back there was this girl just screaming and crying and falling down whenever she tried to walk. I thought she'd been attacked or something.
So I ask her what's wrong and if she needed help, and she said she had just got kicked out of her house and they wouldn't give her stuff back to her, and she was sent down here from the mission. I don't know what that is, to be honest, I was thinking some kind of like church help thing, but I don't know.
Anyway, she needed to use a phone, and I didn't have the cell phone on me, so I told her she could come to my house and calm down and call whoever, and then she asked me if I'd go to her house and ask the people their for her things.. so I said okay. What's the worst that can happen? They say no, right?
On our way there she keeps looking at the road every time a car goes past. And then she stops, I look over and it's the police. They took her and talked to her then put hand cuffs on her, I don't know why. They were asking me to take off my jacket(I was wearing brandon's since all I have is a hoodie) and thankfully I changed into my old army shirt I got from a recruiter, instead of the offensive one I was wearing earlier.
Then they asked me a bunch of questions, the same ones mostly, just in different ways. I was getting tired of repeating myself. I kinda accidentally ignored them and was trying to hear what was going on with the girl, and the police that were talking to me must've noticed.. they moved right in front of me then told me to go home.

I don't know what happened, but I'm assuming she got arrested since they handcuffed her and put her in the back seat of their car.
 
 
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Current Music: Poe ~ Amazed
 
 
Raye
29 December 2009 @ 04:41 pm
He Doesn't Love You/Bear Baiting

I don't care how well intended it was meant when he sent it
Long forgot in the blink of an eye

I got your locks, so I mended, and your burnt lust will defend it
With silk thread, to climb you up into the sky

You know that it's true, but of course it's up to you

Still he doesn't love you
Still he doesn't love you

And as he held through the night, he took out your second sight
He left it all for the magpie and the fox
But buried it safe in your special place
A crease a crevice, you forgot

But he still smells so nice, so against all advice
I creep into the hole that he sleeps
But I must have dropped the key so I just sing until I bleed

Still he doesn't love me
Still he doesn't love me


He cut it out stitch-by-stitch in my fallopian grip
I hang the dead meat on his tree

And as I screeched through the night, he said; 'My wife fell on that knife'
He coughed, and he coughed, until he bleed

So when you gonna learn? When will you tend to these burns?
When will you wake from this hell?
You can put it in a song, but that won't change what's wrong
No, it won't give you the key to the cell

You know that it's true, but of course it's up to you

Still he doesn't love you
 
 
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Raye
18 December 2009 @ 12:33 pm
The fridge finally died I don't think it did last night, but the night before but we didn't realize it. I was just waiting for it. It sucked, we were getting ice and we noticed the ice was melting.. tiny little cubes floating in water. I figured that was the end of Christmas right there, well present-wise. Brandon spent like 2 hours fixing it and he did, thankfully. I don't understand how he can do that stuff, I guess he's just good at knowing how to make shit work. I just beat it.. till it breaks worse. =x
There's this little thingy inside the fridge temperature control and I guess it wasn't getting the electricity through, so we had to clean this black gunk off and it worked again. But the part he like took apart, I don't think it was meant to be taken apart at all. Cause it didn't go back together the right way, but hey it works, so that's good. A replacement part is going to be over 50.00.

The dude that came out a few months ago and checked it, was so wrong. He said it needed a fan. he didn't even check the fridge thingy just the thingy behind the freezer. Yeah, thingies are just the stuffs that I don't know the names of. =p

Morgan has a Christmas concert today, I'm excited about that.. I'm gonna try to record it. It's going to be so cute, her very first concert. She was so nervous this morning, she didn't want to go to school, lol. But for the past week she's been singing Christmas songs to katie and bella so I had to make her go. <3
 
 
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Current Music: Lennon Murphy - Thank you
 
 
Raye
15 December 2009 @ 05:26 pm
I'll be soooo happy when X-mas is over. I really get no enjoyment out of it anymore just stress. Well, I do enjoy baking cookies with the girls, and hand-painting ornaments with morgan for her gifts.. she did a # 1 teacher ornament, so cute! Then watching them open presents is just priceless. Katie will try to scratch open her present, give up, run to you and say "pleees" it's adorable. :3


They are cute, aren't they?

I almost caught the kitchen on fire again, bleh. I hate cooking, I'm terrible at it and I'm a clutz, no good in the kitchen. And every time I use the oven I burn the top of my hands on the burner thingys at the very top. ><; That makes it what.. the 6th time now?

I really can't believe how greedy people can be, Morgan really, REALLY, wanted this barbie for christmas.. and I went to three different stores looking for it and it was sold out. SO, I jump on the net and look online all the stores are sold out of them online, so I go to amazon and ebay.. the prices are ridiculous this little barbie that sells for like 18.00 at walmart is 50.00 on amazon/ebay or more. So, people are buying popular toys just to sell them for a lot more than what they are worth. No one really cares about Christmas anymore. And I can totally understand why. Just look at it, it makes stores profit and people profit, whoo.
/end rant

Oh, JP! Thanks for the card, the kids really enjoyed it. I think you and hannah send cards more than anyone else. The kids really do love it, thanks. <3
 
 
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